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The Return of Jeremy Spencer
by Bill Wasserzieher

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Tell us a bit about Earl Vince & the Valiants - Mac's alter ego incarnation.

The song "Someone's Gonna Get Their Head Kicked in Tonight" [released under the pseudonym] was a result of an unfortunate experience when Pete, Mick, and John got beaten up in a club in Northern England. I wrote the song as a stab at the type of characters that spoil the fun for everyone at venues. The sad thing was, it seemed that some people didn't get the point, and it became a favored jukebox play for the very crowd it was spoofing.

What are you comfortable saying about the contrast between your old stage persona and your religious leaning, even then?

I believed in God and was searching the Bible and other spiritual books for the answers. I didn't understand it myself, really, why I was such an irreverent little so-and-so onstage and off, yet had those religious inclinations. I realized later that it was true what Jesus said, that the whole need not a physician, but those that are sick. I was just sick, period.

How did you come to sit out the sessions for 1969's Then Play On but record your first solo album with Mac in support?

Pete asked me if I had any new stuff for the album. I said no, only 1950s-style rock 'n' roll stuff, which wouldn't have fit in with the direction he and Danny were going. We thought about putting it on a companion EP to be packaged with the album. The idea grew to be its own full-fledged album, which flopped miserably. But I had fun doing it. Actually, in retrospect, one of the most enjoyable things was working with Danny on it, as it brought out a side of him I hadn't seen.

Tell us about the shock of Peter quitting. How did you and the others create Kiln House without him?

That couple of weeks working with Danny on my solo album sort of set the stage for having to work together without Pete later. However, I was still desperately lacking original inspiration. Hence, my contribution to Kiln House was more of the same, with the exception of "One Together."

What were the dynamics like in the band then in terms of friendships and mutual support?

We did stay friends. We had to! Like the old saying: "We'd better hang together, 'cause if we don't, it's for sure we'll hang separately!"

I believe the rest of the band was concerned about me, and they couldn't figure me out. I couldn't even figure myself out. They tried to encourage me with any shreds of new stuff I had. I was even going to drop "One Together" from the Kiln House album, for instance, but they insisted on keeping it on.

Were manager Clifford Davis and Warner-Reprise pushing hard to "keep the show on the road," so to speak?

I didn't feel that those you mention were pushing, although it was evident that we needed to get down to business in the wake of Pete's departure. We pretty much flopped in England, but an encouraging aspect for us was that Kiln House was our biggest-selling album in the States up until that time, and the accompanying tour was surprisingly well received. It seemed that the audiences were unfamiliar with what we'd done before and had bought that album on its own merit.

If you don't mind revisiting what you were feeling then, how bad was the pressure to keep things going after Peter left, and how unsatisfying was it all?

I think we all felt the pressure to keep things going after Pete left. He had been the main creative force. And, as usual, I was merely filling the role of being a showman, but with unoriginal material and parodying, which pretty much became just mimicking Elvis in a gold lamé suit. This was very unsatisfying, to say the least. I can't say it enough, that the lack of creative inspiration for me was devastating. It was practically killing me, along with my questions about life and what was I living for. Nothing seemed to have any purpose. I really did feel like Solomon, that "all is vanity," although I'd gotten to that point at only 22 years old.

I'm guessing that Mick was a road warrior as usual, John content to order another pint, Danny perhaps a bit lost already, and I have no idea how Christine handled things. I can't help but think that performing had become a wearisome job by then.

We all felt incapable. But Mick was a good morale booster and road warrior of the "old gigs-ter" school, having experienced a musician's life of feast and famine. I was amazed at his fortitude in that. Danny was coming up with interesting new stuff, although he would be hard pressed for lyrics. We would sit around and brainstorm song themes and words, and everything sounded trite. Christine was more of a lyricist, so when she joined later, things started to take shape in that direction. Me? I didn't know what to say. And if I did, I didn't know how to say it. And bottom line, I just didn't enjoy playing anymore.

By abandoning the band to join the Children of God [later called the Family], I assume you found something - a foundation - to sustain you. Have you been happy these last 35 years?

On the whole, I have been happy. It's funny when people ask me, "Are you happy?" It kind of stops me, and I wonder, not because I doubt it, as we all have good days and bad days, but I have to say that I am. It was difficult at the beginning of joining Children of God - more for me than most. As Jesus said, "How difficult it is for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God." He didn't say it was impossible, but squeezing a camel through the eye of a needle is a squeeze!

Now I can honestly say that every day, month, and year has gotten better, and I am happier now and more fulfilled than ever. It's quite amazing. And one thing is for certain: I found inspiration within two weeks of leaving FM. I started getting ideas for songs and tunes and, later, melodies on the piano. I have stacks of unused ideas that I can't see getting around to finishing, let alone recording, in this life.

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